see, this is when I hate u of t. it's 3:38am and all I want to do is sleep. sleep in bed, on purpose, for more than four hours. but I can't, because I have to finish an essay that I stopped caring about two hours ago... and I can't wake up early and finish it tomorrow because I have readings to do for thursday, a midterm friday, a midterm monday, an assignment due monday, grad school applications to finish that should have been mailed last week, and a course I still haven't cracked a book in... so I have to get up early and study anyway. and I know I'm going to fall asleep in my piano lesson tomorrow. again.


now that it's all written out, it doesn't look so bad. but I still wanna sleep.